Yes it's the yearly picture of the purple Crocuses. Crocusi? ha! Let's stick with Crocuses. I mean how can I help myself. Aren't they beautiful? I walked by our porch a few days ago and noticed them and thought what a cool picture of God they are. We planted those bulbs years ago, before we put in the flower beds that now sit on top of where they were planted so they are under several more feet of dirt than originally planned. Plus, in typical fashion, we never quite got around to getting rid of all the leaves last fall So there are a ton of leaves packed down in this spot. Then lets add lots of snow this winter, 8" at one time alone. Let's add COLD temps. A cold spring so far with winter hanging on tight and snow just this past weekend. Lots of hard times and a lot to go thru for pretty little purple flowers.
But none of that stopped these beautiful blooms from breaking through. I love the new life in that. I love God's brilliant burst of color. No one makes a beautiful purple like God am I right? It shows me such a lesson of life and how God brings forth beauty out of difficulty. Isn't that how He works? We think life would be better if everything was just easy and happy. But the hard times in my life... the times that left the scars, the bumps, the bruises, the scratches, the pain..... those are the times I grew the most. Those are the times I learned the most. Those are the times that make me more like Jesus. Those are the times he makes beauty for ashes. So thankful for spring, and God's beauty and the promise of new life. So awesome.
Also feeling thankful today for my DR. At my appointment today I was able to talk with him about all my continuing struggles since well... Monogirl became Monogirl. I might not have put it quite that way though. The fatigue, the sore throats, the headaches, the low energy and stamina, not being able to concentrate or focus, not handling stress so well..... Life has been fun ya think? Well Monogirl got a new diagnosis or two today. We may need to change her name. I have now been diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Depression. CFS can be a result of Mono and as far as the symptoms go I can pretty much check off every one. As far as depression? I could have called that one. It's hard to feel this much not yourself for this long and not go the depression route, especially when one has a history with it. So.... I have some new meds. I have a new plan of attack, a list of DR's orders and instructions and do's and dont's. I guess we will travel down this road a bit now and see if there is improvement in sight or at least a turn in the road heading in that direction. As far as Monogirl goes... do we change her name? Chronogirl? Nah... just doesn't have the same ring to it and besides... I've gotten to know Monogirl now and I think I need to embrace her, learn from her and let her become part of the new me I am heading for. As weird as it might sound I am thankful for a diagnosis and something with a name because Monogirl does better when she knows what she is dealing with and that it's a real thing and not just in her head. You might have to be in her head to understand but um... you may need a reservation. It's kind of crowded in there lately.
And it wouldn't be Thankful Thursday if I didn't also mention feeling thankful for....
- chicken patties. Yes. Seriously. I order chicken patties from the Schwan man and decide yes, I like them and am happy because I don't know what Tyson did to theirs but ewwwww. Then my Schwan man doesn't show up for 2 visits! What's up with that. So what do you do? You go to the web site and place an order for a different Schwan person to show up at your door. Good plan until you are coming home from the DR and see the truck coming towards you which is away from your house. Well... like all
insanenormal people, you follow the man and track him down until you can happily go home with your chicken patties. Quite a strenous work out for Monogirls but hey... we need our chicken patties. - using my new shiny pink Coach purse. I might have taken a picture. I might have my next post all planned and it might have something to do with items in that purse....
- somehow managing to get my office work done today. I needed to work like 6 hours. I managed to work like 4 for which I am way thankful. I had an anxiety type Monogirl meltdown before I got in the DR office. I cried for the Dr. I cried for my husband. I almost cried for the receptionist.... I might have almost broke the bell on the Sphygmomanometer. Remember me telling you how stress wears Monogirl out? Well I did a good job of that before I ever got to the work that needed to be done. But thankful for my husband... my chicken pattie..and a hot shower... I finally managed to simmer down and accomplish something.
- my husband. He went to the DR today with me which if you are unsure if that was a good thing? See number 3 above.
- ibuprofen.... the headaches have been numerous
- that I now have DR's orders to scrapbook and read. SERIOUS. You can ask my husband. The DR said it was important for me to do things that relax and calm me and that I like. He asked what those things were. I mentioned walking, reading, scrapbooking, etc. He asked if I am doing those things and my husband answered for me, not so much. Yes. I talk about it a lot. Yes. I intend to do them a lot. I don't seem to do that much though and certainly not like I used to... so now.. yes... Dr's orders. Would any other scrapbookers out there like my Dr's number?
- date night
- a very understanding husband especially in the midst of bad Monogirl days
- the snoring I can hear.... it means my husband is nearby, home and safe.
- safety for a loved one that was in an accident. Thank you Jesus
- Little Debbie.... bless her heart for trying to fill the hole left by Hostess.
- my Sunday School class
- being a Kids Hope mentor
- new clinique mascara
- bath and body works shower gel... it makes those hot showers more relaxing
- walking again. I forget how much I like it and need it.
- wearing my sparkly shoes to church last week
- fun shopping last date night
- Kindles
- spring in the air
- open sunroofs.....rooves... roofs... where is spell check when you need it.
- more blog comments! Thanks Deb and Jean! You made me smile too!











